In late 2008 I heard a voice tell me that “The wings are real”.
If you’ve read my other posts, you’ll know that from the late 1990s I’d been having visits from an air disturbance , experiencing prophetic dreams and had experienced a trip to 1850s America. So I was used to random stuff happening to me.
Up until that point, though, I hadn’t ‘heard’ anything.
But one afternoon, as I enjoyed a drink in my backyard, I found it very uncomfortable to be leaning back in my normally comfortable chair. So I sat forward.
I felt an extra weight on my back….almost like a backpack but it was very localised to my shoulder blades. I shrugged my shoulders trying to shake the feeling off. It didn’t help. It only made me more aware that I seemed to have something ‘extra’ on my back.
The sensation was almost limb-like. Like I had sprouted another couple of arms from my shoulders. I could feel the extra limbs embed into my current body structure. The sensation is so real and life like. I could feel something extending themselves out from my shoulder blades. And they flapped about as if testing themselves.
I chuckled to myself thinking “You know….if I didn’t know better I’d say I’ve just grown wings”. I’m so surprised by how real it feels that I start looking over my shoulder to check that I can’t actually see a pair of wings.
But there’s nothing to be seen. So I think to myself ” O….kay….. this is new….”
And that’s when I hear a voice inside my head say “The wings are real”
A couple of days later…
In an attempt to develop my psychic skills, I would regularly meditate. Each time I had a particular purpose in mind such as to meet a guide or to get guidance on a topic.
I don’t remember who I was trying to connect with this particular time, but a number Angels showed up.
The only thing was that they didn’t look anything like what you see in paintings etc. It was like intense light was being barely held together in a humanoid form. The light emitting from their bodies was so bright that it was almost blinding. I remember noting that their wings were not feathery but more energetic forms of light as well.
I asked who they were when they first appeared. They said they were Angels. But appearing to me in a form closer to their true shape than what I was used to seeing on Earth.
There was no other point to the interaction. It was as if they came down just to let me know that my idea of what Angels looked like was incorrect. Years later, I came across images in one of Brian Froud’s illustrated books on Fairies. They are the closest representation I’ve come across (as shown on right). Brian specialises in drawing Fairies but his pure energetic Fairy images are spookily close: a humanoid thing with wings in a bright light filled form.
A few months later…
I’m lying in bed trying to sleep. I’m on my back when I get the urge to rollover onto my stomach because it’s ‘too uncomfortable sleeping on wings’. Sounds weird I know, but that is literally the thought that went through my head as I tossed over…before realising what I was thinking.
I could actually feel wings being squashed into my shoulder blades as I lay in bed. I rolled over to get some sleep, when suddenly I can feel I have sprouted wings again and I’m blinded by a very bright yellow/white. Even though I have my eyes closed its so bright that I have to squint.
I didn’t know what to make of it all. I thought that perhaps I’d been a bird in a previous life or maybe I’d picked up on something angel like. My intuitive friend Julie Lewin explained that it was indeed an angelic experience. She explained that I had the ability to exist in both this plane and the angelic plane at the same time and that is what had happened.
At that time I was still struggling with even believing in angels. I was open to it on one hand but also sceptical having come from a very non-religious background. Now in 2012 I definitely believe they exist having had a few more experiences with them. I’m thankful for their presence in my life and I look forward to the day when I can hear them on a regular basis.